Fasting for 31 days

Well, my little ones went to the doctors yesterday and they are growing up so much. My babies are not babies anymore. Its sad, but yet good, it makes me want another one lol... That was a joke...

Well, i have sat here the last couple of days thinking about my wants and stuff and realizes that i need to make a change. So i am going to attempt to stay home for 30 days and just focus on the Lord and my family. I will go to church and i will go to the store to buy the things that i need. But i will not go and hang out with my friends or nothing. I am praying that i can do this. I guess you can say i'm fasting for 30 days. I am not starting this until March. So i may do it for 31 days since thats the number of days that month. I have to prepare myself for such isolation. I want to see if its me that allows the world to turn me against my beliefs or morals, of if it truely the people i hang out with. I have realized that alot of the times when its just me i am not as judgemental or anything, but when i get around some of my friends i am different. I am faster to judge and speak in a way that i know is wrong. But for some reason they bring out a side of me that i HATE. So i made the decision to see if its me or if i allow others to influence my negative attitude. If anyone dares to try this with me that would be nice to see what or how its going with you. I will blog about it every day.