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Thursday, January 8, 2009

I guess i can

I usually don't talk about myself because i don't like people i don't really know, knowing my business. But seeing how i don't feel like i can talk to my friends anymore for who knows why, we are to busy, they have their lives, i have mine or we just don't see eye to eye on things anymore i figured i might as well do it on here. That way you don't know me i don't know you and even if i get people on here that talk to me every day or better yet leaves comments who knows. So i will talk about me just a tiny bit.



I have 2 daughters who i adore more then life itself. My oldest will be 3 this month and my youngest will be 1 next month. I have been married for almost 4 years. Its had some good and bad moments.



I have a stepson who right now is going through some issues and at times i feel like i'm the only one who cares and the only one trying to do something about it. So i have decided that i quit. Its not only my job to handle the situation. He has a mother and a father who is capable of doing all the stuff that i do if they would just take the time. I told my husband that i understand his situation due to his job and etc... And he is greatful that i'm doing it for him, but at times i feel like why am i the only one making phone calls etc... So i am not doing so anymore. Its a hard thing to deal with, because i love him and yet i don't want him around my girls. I will get more into that later. So for you Christians out there i need lots of prayer for him.

1 comments:

Ambitiousgrl said...

I'm just finding these, so my comments are little late, but oh well you know me enough to know I mean what I say.

I understand how you feel about wanting you friends but not wanting to interfere with their lives. Make a deal with me, when you call can I don't answer simply say, I need to talk to you. Instad of hiding behind the "I'm fine" facade. We have always been able to be real with each other, let's no loose that with the years we already lost.

For those busy days when phones calls are hard, being tied to a computer is difficult for lengthy amounts of time, thank you for blogging. I love these and being able to see what is going on when it feels like neither of us has time to breathe let alone talk.

Love you.