Day 17 and 18

Well, i started working yesterday. It was nice to do, i got away from my kids and actually had adult converstation i forgot how much i missed that to be honest. It felt good.

I started my diet today. Won't say my weight until i lose all the weight i need to. So we will see what happens. I am hoping i lose the weight. My mother in-law lost weight doing it so we will see. I have faith lol... Kinda nervous cause nothing really works. or i lose motivation maybe thats it. I lose my want i don't know. Its also going to help that i'm working i'm not going to be sitting around munching on crap like i usually do. So cross my fingers.

I am also opening my eyes to people and the way the make me feel. I have also realize that some people really do bring out the worse in me. So i'm going to have to fix that.

I think thats it for the day..