I feel like i'm being targeted

Why do i feel like everyone is coming after me? From work to my personal life....I swear sometimes i feel like i don't do anything right at all. Yes, sometimes i am too outspoken, but thats just me, i have never really held anything back, but sometimes i keep to myself and people think i'm upset or something is wrong with me. I feel like everything i do people are just waiting for me to make a mistake. I don't get it.

I have a hard time trusting people and lately i have really had a hard time trusting anyone. Its sad, but true. I feel like people are constantly gossiping or looking for stuff to say hey look what she did. I often feel like i'm in elementary school and i'm not. I really don't get it.

When it comes to my job, i have come to the conclusion that i'm not going to talk to anyone, unless its work related and thats the basic. It is like i say one thing and it goes around to i said something else. So i feel like its best to keep quiet and do what i have to do. I love the kids i work with and so that makes it a plus, but i can't handle people making things out of nothing rather on here, or on facebook, especially when it has nothing to do with work... I did delete a bunch of people that i work with off my facebook page but i did keep a few people on there. Its just a matter of time before i fully get rid of facebook....I feel like God has me there for a reason, i'm just not sure what it is yet...