The Truth

So i have been sitting here, and just thinking about why i started blogging, and i realized its like therapy to write whats on my mind. Rather anyone reads them or not, it feels good to just let it out. And i am not afraid to write about anything from God to family, to friends to work. Its very therapeutic. But then again some people may find my blogs to be upsetting or they may not agree with how i feel, either way its my feelings and thoughts and if you have something you would like to ad feel free and if you have any questions don't hesitate to ask.

So anyways, i have sat here and started to realize that people don't like to hear the truth about themselves and they get upset when its told. I'm not going to name any names or get into details about anything, but i find it funny. Just like when i get emails or phone calls and they ask me are you talking about me, if you have to ask that then i probably am talking about you, and if not then obviously your doing something to make you think about what i wrote and your thinking its you.

Also i don't think alot of people take friendship they way they once did. I find it funny how one day your friends then the next they write you off, until they feel like talking to you. To me thats not friendship. I think that when you have friends it should be 50/50 and sometimes its alittle more give and a little less take and visa versa... But when someone is the one doing most of it all i don't see how they can say its a true friendship. I may be wrong, i do however get that some of us work, or have families, or whatever, but thats not an excuse to ignore and not talk to someone and use that as an excuse, yes i use i'm busy or i have been working as an excuse, and sitting back i realize its an excuse because i'm tired or i just don't feel like being a friend at the moment, yes there are times i'm at work, but i have time to meet up with people, but i don't. I'm missing some of my old friends that i use to meet up with. I need to get back into the hang of it. But anyways, i have decided that its time to step back and stop being the one to give and give and give and really not get anything in return. Not even a phone call or an email nothing. So i have to give my all , all the time and my "friends" can't do anything, then its time to cut the ties... Its sad, but hey what am i suppose to do. So if anyone starts disappearing from my page on facebook or i flat out stop calling or texting you know why...

Sorry if i seem like i'm being mean or rude, but its the truth and this is how i feel.